Can I be honest right now? Thanks, because it’s my blog.
I’m angry…really angry. And if you know me even a little bit, you know that that only happens about twice a year.
Why am I angry? Well, my last post makes it obvious. I’m angry at my friends and at myself.
I am constantly battling with my judgemental thoughts and snappy comebacks in order to encourage others. It’s tough work! And I fail sometimes. But I’ve trained myself to give encouraging words to others. And I’ve found that it not only makes them feel better, but it makes my life better!
But here’s the deal. My friends don’t do that. They make fun of my style, they always tell me what I’m doing wrong. It’s not just one friend; it’s a large handful.
I’m angry at my friends for not respecting me and I’m angry at myself for letting others walk all over me.
Tonight I snapped. I will not be treated like shit. I am a human and I have feelings. I deserve to be heard and I deserve to be respected! I’m not letting go of my self-worth.
Thank you and good night.